Thursday, August 31, 2006

to the man that i love

Today's blog is dedicated specially to the man i love.This excerpt is taken from my favourite manga, Bleach. Pay attention to this line as quote by Orihime Inoue; "I wish i could live life 5 times over......and for those 5 times..."

"watashi-wa hontouni daisuki-desu"

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Rainy day....

There are a lot of things that i wants to write here or thing that i wanna share today.
But lets keep it for another day.
Wasnt in a good mood just now(made me lost interest to blogging), merdeka blues perhaps, however with a simple smile of someone special, i shall end my day today with a smile too!
Yesterday, when i read the newspaper there was one article that captured my attention. The topic? Global warming. I guess the debates about global warming still goes on and on(in a hot and full of rage manner). Still (we) the earth scientist community haven't truly bother about this issue.-i guess i shall give my comment on this, but not now-
It's merdeka eve now....

Rainy day,good smile, good song(background music ha ha)

"Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living."


Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Love season

Just like the comment i left for kyle, everywhere i go, i sense lots of love blossoming or rather my love sensor has become extra-sensitive. I dont know why but perhaps i envy them. Am i??? Sometimes me myself dont know the answer and refuse to know it. Such a melancholic act. Still i rather be melancholic than thinking of those shiity images that still resides my mind.

I guess i better back to study.

Bad morning-inhuman Rhapsody

OMG i still hardly forget the incident that happen this morning. Well lets start it the usual way, I woke up unexpected early this morning, since i slept quite late last night-after finish Dota-ing with my fren, we went back and have a chat in my friend's room and went to my bed around 2.30am. It turns that when i woke up (around 6.00am-why the hell i wake up that early) they haven't sleep yet. Well two of them already lying on bed, while the other two still playing computer games.(yeah we are such a gamers freak! LOL) Bout the time i went to their place, both of them already finish another stage of Need4Speed(MW). So i take the turn to browse through my friend porn collection (straight-since all of them is straight and nobody know i'm a controversial, you know what i mean). Yes it early in the morning, well i not only browse for porn, still got other funny video clip inside, to cheer up your morning. So here it come the best part, my friend name the video (porn) with an artiste name, since he got some collection of a porn of some perverted artiste, so i click lah on this so-call artist and the windows media player window pop up-and then come this f**k asshole video of a man slaughter another guy throats! OMG, i would never expect my peaceful morning were disturbed by a such inhuman video. Still barely forget bout it, and my brain work it best to erase such image from my head. Some thing are better forgoten, gosh!!! BullshiT. The whole morning i try to forget it.

The rest of the day, i just lied back on my bed, luckyly it rain in the afternoon, the coldness makes my eyes become sleepy so i take my mid-day nap longer than usual.

Oh last night, finally i can lepas my geram Dota-ing. It been awhile, luckyly some skill still not rusty yet. (to be honest we lose the 2nd game to some bunch of noobs, 1st game we hardly win) But come to final games when all teamate are heated up (notes:two of my friends have fight, just by word lah) we really kicking ass. Isnt it good to be on the winning team haha.

p/s:someone please bang my head so i can get temporary amnesia-so i can forget this filthy inhuman image!

Monday, August 28, 2006

Finally...well atleast

Sigh, the whole day (well not really lah since 4.00pm) i been repairing and reconstruct my blog. A bit tired and sakit kepala!!! I thought i'll drop by at the place where i work but it turn i have to jaga the place for awhile. I dunno whose turn now but obviously nobody is around and my fren (who do the opening in the morning) want to go back already. Look like the trip turn to be longer than expected. Anyway still can surf for free haha. Just now have a chat with friend customer and we chat bout Dota. Man since i started this job it been awhile i went Dota-ing with my friends. Miss it much.

Oh to the Searcher, congrats for earn a new title the Searcher-nomore haha. Ok will look at your comment (including kyle's). And kyle, safe journey =p. I tot u went to local uni.


p/s: cant stop thinking bout that guy.Thinking of meeting him later. hope my boss will arrive shortly, u know what, i've just finish watching a video klip (or watever it name) title: Slut and the City. So funny, no offence to the Sex and the City. Cant wait for the Desperate Housewives version. I wonder how it could be. =p

Sunday, August 27, 2006


Now i have to re-do back my link! Damn it.

Hip dun lie......

I have a nice sleep last nite, but unfortunately have to wake-up early today. (i hate to wake up early esp. on Sunday. BTW im not a church goer anymore) Before i went to work, i stop by at Dewan Budaya-to see the launching programme of YnCr Radio by MassCom School. Hey, would not let go a chance to see leng chai there. I heard mass com student have quite a lot of gay other than bio school. hehe Oh i got terserempak with that Chan Kwok Fai guy (guest artiste) on my way haha. He look pretty ok =p.

oh anyway this is wat i'm trying to write last friday:

Keep it Simple Idiot:

Hmm, i keep thinking bout my drop-water-face presentation.
If it were an American idol , this is what Simon gonna say bout it Totaly,utterly useless! I dun understand what the heck you are doing! Yeah really. I sould learn a lesson from last week the Aprentice. Keep it simple, idiot! Damn i should learn my lesson! Anyway there is one presentation that really interesting and capture everybody attention. I forgot the name of my fren who make the presentation, but her topic is indeed and simple. Damn me kena lagi! Her topic Crush vs Break up. haha. I just gonna give 13 sign of falling in love. I got this from her. here we go

13. When your on the phone with them late at night and they hang up... but you miss them already when it was just two minutes ago

12. You read their texts over and over again...

11. You walk really slow when you're with them...

10. You feel shy whenever you're with them...(i dun agree with this though)

9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...

8. You smile when you hear their voice...

7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...

6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...

5. They become ALL you think about...

4. You get high just from their scent...

3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...

2. You would do anything for them...

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

yup that it.


Back to present day:
Pretty much like that. Feel quite bored now, luckyly the radio play plenty of good song today. Hmm, i wonder why my mind did not thinking of that guy? Yesterday i cant stop thinking bout him during yesterday seminar. Still missing him though. =p

[slb^m|ss|ng^sum1] =p

Saturday, August 26, 2006

tiring day....

I wrote this blog last nite, but im too exhausted to continue and publish it

Its been tiring day today, and i havent got enough rest. After finish the so-called BTN-the most boring seminar u'll ever attend-dun know what they craping about. Never-the-less we still have to attend it because it is a requirement for u to enter my uni. After the seminar finish i went straight to work(part-time). Luckyly now no customer (maybe because it holiday already) so i can relax awhile and takes this time to write something. =yawning=

Last nite i try to post a blog, but dunno somehow i cant post a thing. It say it doesnt connected to Internet problem i guess. Damn, i'm trying to post something nice last night.

I'm quite bored right now, and i just couldnt help myself going crazy thinking bout -ehem-

Thursday, August 24, 2006

blessed ?

i've been running into kinda plenty of leng chai today. Leng chai indeed. Bump into kinda a lot of good thing today. At first i feel blessed, as the sun going to her rest place in the west, i feel the opposite indeed. If good thing happen why i still feel like something is missing or incomplete. "The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them." That all i can say, eventhough i doesnt tell the whole picture of how do i feel now, but part of it is half right (true isnt appropriate in this context). but i guess maybe im just tired.

Big TESTis tomorrow!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Another interesting video

I found this interesting video. it's kinda sad (the story line) but the message is mainly about AIDS.

Cinderella's Rhapsody

Yesterday was quite bored as i wake up late and I'm late for my class. However the past few day (except yesterday) and today aswell I tend to wake up as early as 6.30am. One of the reason is because my room is near to cafe.So each time they start operating at 6.30am (cooking,cleaning etc) especially when they start cooking (esp when they cook anchovies) the smell enter my room and made me hungry and couldnt sleep anymore.*sigh* i've been eating a lot since this semester and in this new room, still some ppl said I'm getting thinner. Wait till you see my tummy haha.

As yesterday was boring and since it school holiday, there are plenty of of nice show around (on tv lah).So my evening was plenty with some good kid show.And one of it was Cinderella.I cant believe I still watch that **** fairy tale especially when I'm anti-stupid. Stupid in that sense.So unrealistic, and well you know it a fairy-tale-happily ever after. Piaks! LOL

Despite the stupidity (or stupidness), in my mind i still thinking ,isn't it everybody dream to meet, fall in love and then married and lived happily ever afterwith their prince charming. Am i right? I still remember what the Prince Charming said to Cinderella in the end of that story.He said " And I give you everything I posesed. My crown, my hand, and my heart." Ouch so romantic hahaha! I wish (everyone do) i could meet someone and say the same thing to me. I wont turn back and and 'married' her (or should i be more frank, him!). I guess deep inside of everyone heart that they could meet their prince charming someday (yes especially me)

It is still dark outside there.7.00 am in the morning. I wake up at 6.30am as i mentioned earlier. I like the envinrontment at this time. Still so quite and calm ( i guess the cafe start late this morning). People said the sky is darkest just before the morning (sun) arrives.

p/s:i'm not anti-love and fairy-tale story. I just anti stupid.

Still isnt a perfect situation. 7.01 am

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

still no title......

Yesterday was kinda weird. The day Malaysia no. 1 song-bird married with her soulmate, I feel sort of sad not that because she is married, it just in the end we all as it suppose to be are going to marry someone (especially when you the only son and being the eldest!) somekind make me worried aswell as scared (i wonder why i should be scared?). Anyway I was a bit worried as she (Malaysian own no.1 singer as claimed by the media) married with a widow. I just wonder how his future husband family going to accept her as this isnt just an ordinary fairy tale. I just hope her married will last just like in classic tale -happily ever after-. For me, marriage should be forever and as someone who view it as a scared union, i do believe in love that last forever.

Oh speaking bout marriage, one of my fren married already. And she didnt come for her convo.

p/s: today is my 100th day of meet.......... =)
err i lost and dunno wat to write anymore. it seem i lost wat i want to write just now. *sigh*

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Doctor Asshole-reedited

Ok, there something bout so called doctor and medic student behavior that is so annoying, full of themselves and ass hole. Firstly, because they are doctor and medic student so sometime they feel superior and more better than u behaviour. Being an asshole is their specialty, and i think they should have how to behave humbly class in their syllabus! Yup this afternoon i met one of them. ( i'm sorry if i hurt you, just being honest with my feeling) Another one thing is sometimes they r just rude (just like one doctor i met last time)
Anyway the 1st case (with the doctor wannabe fren) is resolve already. No offence taken dear! muahahahaha

Still pain in the ass-signment and test!

again another video

haha i found another interesting video again. anyway mad-dogs help me with the translation haha. ok here u go. enjoy!


ok i do need some help here.

1. Kyleflozart-it surprise me when i read ur comment because i wonder how on earth u know that i link u? somebody please tell me

2. Joshua- i dunno how to go to ur blog again or more precisely ur url. hahaha

i know this gonna make me sound and look stupid, but i'm lost here. hehe

The star is blind

Hahaha, i dunno why but i really like this song. yup i know it from paris hilton, still she sing the song well (who cares if she really dumb blonde after all she is and rich too)back to the song, yeah the song really catchy and it made me remind bout my ex mad-dogs! haha this song really indeed remind me of u! haha. really enjoy the song.

or here

morning rhapsody-again

it hard to get free internet at this time, so blog time!

wah it 7.30am already, ghosh i didnt aware how fast time pass us by. Just now was the best time to see meteor shower, not tonite perhaps, i forgot to check the time table. the best time to see those shooting stars is during December. On the 18 was among the best day to see it. I wish those shooting stars could bring my wishes, hope it can come true. haha sounds stupid anyway, but as much as i didnt believe it, still i hope each time i say my wishes when it pass by, i do wish it comes true, just like in the movie haha.

Today another more friends going for their convocation, and today also the last day of convo week. next week 2 test will come follow by english presentation. More things to do. *sigh*

oh to all my frens especially , my graduated coursemate, congratulation. Good luck in the working world, wish ya all the best of becoming ur parent assets (joy to the parent knowing that their liabity is their asset now hahaha). Michelle and other Schlumberger peeps, safe journey for ya training! Miss you guyz, dun forget us ah!

pain in the ass-ignment and test!