Tuesday, November 25, 2008


i dont know how to begin, it all over know. it's kinda confusing mixed feeling that i have. well i just broke up, and i should be sad right... well yeah i was, but i guess i'm kinda sorta missin him a little. good thing that we broke up the good way, we came to conclusion that it better to resolve it now before everything got more complicated later.

so i guess a little bit of laughter would do a great magic. and i found this funny joke from my friend buletin. here goes:

Death Row in Women's Prison

Three women are about to be executed. One''s a brunette, one''s a redhead, and one''s a blonde. The guard brings the brunette forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim!"

Suddenly the brunette yells, "EARTHQUAKE!!!"

Everyone is startled and throws themselves on the ground while she escapes.

The guard brings the redhead forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She say no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim!"

Suddenly the redhead yells, "TORNADO!!!"

Everyone is startled and looks around for cover while she escapes.

By now the blonde has it all figured out. The guard brings her forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim!"

And the blonde yells, "FIRE!!!"

Friday, November 14, 2008


i stumbled upon this very interesting video clip of latest boyzone single "better". The video featured all members with their love interest- and that including Stephen - the openly gay member of bz. feel like yesterday when he first announced his sexual orientation.

i remembered someone wedding vow, "for better or worse, i stand by you"... the song remind me of that vow. ;)

Monday, November 03, 2008

Multiple choices

Man i forgot how long since the last time I blog. It like almost 6 months. And that last entry was written out of nowhere about what?? I don't know...., some lovey dovey crap. And at that time I was in transition between job. And it is the same for this entry, in between of something....I hate this feeling. Well it kinda unexplainable, but I definitely hate it. And when I look back my high school friend who made it to their career, that feeling sucks. I guess its the ego things and I really thought I would be happy for them but the truth is I wasn't. How I wish they fuck off the hey-i-got-a-better job than yours. Okay, probably they didn't think like that.

Sometimes I regret the choices I made in the past. Like the course that I took, the university that I choose, and many more. Stick to science what-ever or take law or something or even accounting or engineering. I was wondering what if I taken another road. And Robert Frost poem keep popping up itself into my brain, and yeah I made an entry bout that. I guess the hardest thing is not making the right choices, but living with that choices. And its especially hard when you think that choice isn't the right one. And the only thing that I'm good at is being gay.

i think i'm good at being one