blessed ?

i've been running into kinda plenty of leng chai today. Leng chai indeed. Bump into kinda a lot of good thing today. At first i feel blessed, as the sun going to her rest place in the west, i feel the opposite indeed. If good thing happen why i still feel like something is missing or incomplete. "The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them." That all i can say, eventhough i doesnt tell the whole picture of how do i feel now, but part of it is half right (true isnt appropriate in this context). but i guess maybe im just tired.

Big TESTis tomorrow!